⅄NORI

Yay, I finally could be a worthful person

What is happening?

I got something, I just achieve something

First person, it is me

I am going to make it happen

Setting goal, all I focus on

I knew this could take me somewhere

Eyes on the prize, could not look anywhere

I went somewhere I had dreamt

Lived between peaceful, seas skies hills

I, be myself, stronger day by day

Happiness merely all the place 

I wasn't lonely, I had myself, I had me

Went well, where all I wanna be

I'm here, hello again little world

Got everything right on the track

I wasn't struggling, wasn't I?

Had to go into another cage

I did some work, a distraction

Keeping up, still had myself

I do something else, good thing

Apparently, it was fine for me

I trusted too much, wrong decision

Logic helps, only cried a bit

I can't stop thinking about it, it's painful

Became something that traumatize me

I look for another way, trying to let go

Did very well, like a kid running

I breathe, starting to feel something

Until there is no purposes

I took myself out, let's do something else

Eyes, probably still on the prize

I decided to be a useful person

Was too hard, circling it small

I gave up some of my acts

Did not realize it cost some sanity

I could not go back anyhow

Starting to fill me inside, it is

I know old thing is still on mind

Time had to be managed, too much

I don't know anymore

Downfall is all I see now

I have been thinking something bad

Hoping it was only on my mind,

It was not. I can't handle it

Locking myself in a free space

I can't move, can't breathe

Nothing amazes me, they hoped too high

I am helpless, tears were a routine

They told me I wasn't good

I can't fulfill the expectations

They said be strong and go get it

I could not even walk anymore

They told me I might not be part of it

I barely move, I am trying to cope up

They are not happy with me, too much

I punish myself, then cry and a laugh

Scars be my friend again, long time no see

I enjoy myself, bigger pain, I'm good

Painless ways, I've looked it up

I scream, I cry, l see blood

Please, do not put expectations in me again

I'm worthless, a burden, nothing's right

Help, where did all go wrong?

Alone, no one here